An Honorable Profession, is a 1991 novel by John L'Heureux. It was a 1991 New York Times Notable Book, described, "Mr. L'Heureux's 13th book is a risky combination: a thriller, a philosophical, melodramatic novel of sexual possession, a satire of small-town mores in New England." [1]
Miles Bannon is a popular high-school English teacher in Boston who enjoys the respect of his students. His mother is dying and he is involved in a heterosexual relationship with Margaret, but is also plagued by a deep insecurity about his sexual orientation, both in his untoward feelings for boys at school and his homosexual leanings that result in a one-night stand with Robert, a homosexual whose boyfriend is a student at Miles' school.
When Billy Mack, a boy who has been sexually assaulted by a group of older students, develops a crush on Miles, he fails to discourage it. Billy's father accuses him of behaviour that encouraged his abusers, and this further depresses Billy.
Miles rejects the boy's advances and Billy runs off, committing suicide two hours later in his bedroom. Billy leaves an unfinished suicide note for Miles and not for his parents. Jack, Billy's police officer father, is determined to pin the blame on someone outside the family and makes allegations against Miles.
Miles confronts his own nature as he faces the opprobrium of his colleagues and the homophobia of the local community and media.